Weird to ask the universe for a sign and then get one. I'm not sure what the sign is supposed to mean or what I'm supposed to do with it or if it's even a sign at all, that maybe I've just primed myself to see things from that lens. So many weird moods and certainties. Conflicting feelings of my certain purpose. Knowing that I'm where I'm supposed ( Read more... )

Dancing is a gift. If you loose the valve your body can respond of its own accord to the patterns around you. The kind of dancing where one forgets oneself contains the gift and once received becomes an agent of transformation for the self. The element of improvisation is a submission to the mystery and therefore a communion with the mystery. ( Read more... )

Deactivated my facebook. Social networking sites have left a bad taste in my mouth. If I require a public forum I'll be using LJ and Flickr and the open mic night at the local gallery!

so much for not contacting him. I wanted my print back though. art I made with my own two hands. well I got it back but to get it back I got called an indian giving piece of shit, told my art was fucking ugly, and that I was a SCAB. haha well that's just great. It's not what he said that hurts, it's just that he would try to cut me so deep. I ( Read more... )

wow. my ex after he blocked my number and kicked me out of his apartment texts me three days ago "oh hey hope you're doing ok saw you on my way home from work" and then asks if maybe we could catch up sometime. Well I found out for sure that the instant we were broken up he started seeing a "friend" and he told his roommate three days ago that it ( Read more... )

So heartbroken. Not even sure the real reason I got dumped or what awful thing I have done which warrants being completely ignored. It's been weeks and I'm supposed to be getting over this mess but I'm only missing him more as time wears on. The moment when I admit to myself that I'm in love, for the first time, precedes the moment it explodes in ( Read more... )

 Last night I logged into my Xanga and read much of the dribble I had posted in the past couple of years. Reflecting on the words of 4 years ago is surreal and I found myself inclined to unfair criticism of myself and my then-concerns. Most interestingly though were posts where I said "I'll never forget the events of..." and upon reading such lines ( Read more... )

 I can't seem to keep my electricity bill paid but I did manage 3 A's and 1 B this semester. Halfway got it together! haha

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