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I got chastised by my friends tonite for saying that suicide is the most selfish act that a person can do. We were watching the Dead Poets Society and they got upset with me when I called the kid who killed himself a coward ( Read more... ) -
Here's to all our lies, secret double lives...
I had a hard time today just making myself sit down and relax, and realise that I am on vacation at the moment. I also feel like there is something to say tonight, but my thoughts are cluttered and jumbled at the moment ( Read more... ) -
In Traction
It is nice to be on break. I had a lot of crap to accomplish last week and it feels good to finally have it done. It also is going to be nice to have a break all to myself, with no set schedule and no rush...it will be nice getting up whenever tomorrow and just heading out of town when I am ready, I'm all packed, no rush no hurry and I can come ( Read more... ) -
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I'm looking for some input on this situation, I figured those with experience would be able to help me. My summer plans have kind of come down to two choices. One is all but guaranteed, the other is not certain yet ( Read more... ) -
Life Keeps Flowing
It's funny how remarkably little the is to talk about when you are happy in your life. It seems like when I was in high school I could write in this thing for hours and hours and not even crack the surface of what I was feeling. Now it is a struggle to find words to say to the never expanded readership that does(n't) lay eyes on this journal ( Read more... ) -
Feel it Rising
It's funny to me how insecure people can be. The things I have noticed in the past few weeks since I have been back are amazing. Basically I get this from my two roommates, but I notice it in others as well. It is as simple as people taking credit for things that I do, or we have done together in an effort to impress people. I guess it says a lot ( Read more... ) -
Everywhere and Anywhere
One of the most odd sensations I have come across in my life is that of traveling on a freeway at night. It has the magical quality of being able to transport you anywhere, and everywhere all at the same time. Between the trailing streaks of taillights and the oncoming blur of endless white light to your left - the sensation is unreal ( Read more... ) -
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It's weird and heartening to see people who know what they want to do and are working towards achieving their goal.It also makes me a little bit jealous, seeing as how I'm still wondering what to do. I wonder if I would have it in me to chase my dreams and try and make them happen - if knew what to dream to chase, that is ( Read more... ) -
Project Uninebriate
It may sound crazy to some, but I have come to the conclusion that I am going to quit drinking for thirty days(Now 32). I thought of this idea while I was suffering from a massive hangover on Monday. Basically, the idea started because I want to see if I was going to be able to do it, to make sure I could quit drinking if I had to or if I wanted to ( Read more... ) -
Flying Space Potatoes
Tonight was a weird night. Dad is out of town, step-sis is at school so it was me and vickie. We didnt see much of eachother since she was working in the office (formerly the room I slept in), which also kept me away from the computer until now ( Read more... )