1. although i haven't written in awhile, i assure you, i am not dead. just busy ( Read more... )

1. one out of the 2 superhero scarves are complete.
2. next year i will be living with ashley.
3. josh was fun to have around in chico
4. and i will be going back to fremont probably on the 6th.

i'm depressed but have no real reason to be. i think it's time for me to go back to chico again for awhile. i love fremont, but after a week i am yearning for my other life back. i return to chico tomorrow. i will be there for a week. then i will come back to fremont to finish up the break ( Read more... )

digital camera ( Read more... )

dear 2006,

you are ending too quickly and causing me to be stressed and unhappy. if you could possibly slow down time, that would be great. finals week is far too soon. after that, feel free to continue time as usual.

i'll be in fremont for around a week, starting tomorrow ( Read more... )

i had a great thanksgiving meal with the neighbors yesterday. they had their sister, sister's fiance, and their dad over. turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, deviled eggs, and corn on the cob. i was at their place for about 4 hours. my neighbors kick ass.

I'll Never Tell

why, if only you
really knew
what had happened here last night.

you would scream and yell
raise more hell
and try to get into a fight.

it's my secret
not regret
regardless of wrong or right.

but as secrets go
you'll never know
you can't ever see the light.

ok, so here's the update to the last entry. incase any of you were curious as to what my anger was about, it's all our neighbors in chico ( Read more... )

in july you might remember me being very angry at creeper john. if you know me, you know that i really don't get that mad at people, until either me or someone i care about is threatened. then it is personal and i snap. few of you have seen me truly angry. and if you have, chances are i scared you ( Read more... )