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on the subject of Produce 48
The show's been done for some months now, even the group from the show's debuted a few days ago but I need an outlet to talk about it (for some reason).
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Well now, this thing is still kicking
..and lots of stuff happened since I have last posted on this thing. Close to 2 years since the last post? and those 700-something days have been all over the place. curious, anyone from the folks I know still use this? doubtful, but maybe someone does lurk. or not. the paranoia remains high ( Read more... ) -
well, well, well
been a while, yes.
in a lot of ways, i am fine. my previous post was a smidgen problem compared to what the fates have for me now. though to some, it shouldn't even be considered a problem, but to me it is. it defines me. it made me. how can that not be a big deal? not unless said folks think a life like mine can easily be discarded. it's not new ( Read more... ) -
November 30, 2016
today marks Andres Bonifacio's birthday. considered by many as a bringer of change, he died fighting for the freedom of the country from foreign rule. he didn't die a hero's death. he was betrayed by his president and fellow Filipinos who saw him as a threat to the powers they held in spite of an ongoing war, took him to faux court for faux charges ( Read more... ) -
palyica oui yna
you see, paranoia is my companion. it's something that's kept me grounded for better or worse. kind of like 'schizo-senses' tingling. and what it says is that i'm the full-fledged heartless, what's the word i'm looking for.. ah, chaotic neutral. sounds just about right ( Read more... ) -
fleeting
it's like i'm here and i'm not. i think the standstill is back.. and this is tough to get around. -
cessation
no, it's not something i can easily accept. i never wanted it to end and i have to bear the burden of the actions of the other and i can't even see you. and all i want to do is be with you and no, i am already a memory it seems. why can't i exist even a little as the one before ( Read more... ) -
planes to people
ever since i told one of the few truths to my life, i haven't been getting much sleep. i couldn't. even if i tried. first words i utter i repeat in 3's and it's getting harder to get a control of myself. us. wanting to peel away this skin and lay everything on the ground and not come back to it. but i know i will and it is inescapable. i want out ( Read more... ) -
Hey you man itey, poly ticks, once and only post.
I have avoided talking about the politics like a plague in social media. On really rare moments where my head tilts to the side to reread if the crap I read really existed, I just had to. I digress. Yesterday's results had me worried, posts that scared me and my future in this country. Today's results gave me room to breathe to be patient with the ( Read more... )