cessation

[flying_sideways]

no, it's not something i can easily accept. i never wanted it to end and i have to bear the burden of the actions of the other and i can't even see you. and all i want to do is be with you and no, i am already a memory it seems. why can't i exist even a little as the one before?

i was told. you're happy. my voice cracks.

until it's gone, they said. but i know what i've wanted and needed. and you took it away.