So, my mom moved out, Shanna and her live across the street from Keywayden. It's a cute little house, I've been over there all of like 5 times, which is sad. I don't see my mom since she moved, she calls me every now and again...I don't really miss her though, it feels normal, just with less shit in the house. I really miss Shanna. Things are ( Read more... )

When you're so numb to the world, and it's hard to feel the emotions that you need to, what exactly are you supposed to do? Suffer in silence as everything piles up inside of you, because you have no way to let it all out? Watch everyone else being able to move on, but you're so stuck because you don't know how to really feel anymore ( Read more... )

Although I only knew him for a short while, I am going to miss him greatly. I honestly cannot remember a time when I with him that I wasn't happy... Obviously he wasn't happy enough to stay with us, and we all wish we could have him back, but we can't. It may not be fair but it's the the way life goes. I wish that I had seen him more, and given ( Read more... )

I miss my boy. He hasn't called *sniffle* I'm just in one those moods that I want to cuddle really bad... Especially with him.

Well, as always a lot is going on, and life is having it's definate highs and lows. Although things are going a bit shakily around the home front but I am surprised at the ways I have been handling things. I must admit I am proud of myself, because I have been able to have the optimistic outlook on things like I used to, before I slumped down into ( Read more... )

We put my puppies down. =+(

Wow, a lot has happened since... a while ago ( Read more... )

Yeah btw. Hardcore drugs are dumb. They are even dumber than drinking and smoking pot or cigarettes.

I hate being dumb, and I hate watching people be dumb. GOD.

I'm making it uncool to breathe again.

Well, today was a fun day, you could say ( Read more... )

Music is the only thing that keeps me sane sometimes ( Read more... )