Why do smile when the ropes around your neck?

Mar 22, 2004 04:37

Music is the only thing that keeps me sane sometimes.

Who needs drugs when they have music?

The most perfect and pure intoxication.

I feel so sensitive to things right now. Listening to music, I want to cry, and scream at the top of my lungs, and laugh, all at the same time. I can feel my emotions pulsing though my veins, everything feels so real right now. Every thought evokes another, my mind is it's own moshpit, and it's starting a body count. Everything just, is, I guess. I don't think I could sound anymore un-educated and whatnot, but I've been thinking about everything a lot lately, and thinking about how a lot of times, you have to let things just, be.

Music is my best friend.

It's always there when I need it.

It always knows just what to say to a person like me.

I think it's time for me to enter my beautiful realm of imagination, unscripted, and unbroken. Off to bed, to crawl underneath my pile of blankets, and curl up into my massive mound of pillows, listen to music, and just let my thoughts carry me away, hopefully into a blissful state while I dream. I so long for my all-time favorite teddy-bear to cuddle with, and keep me secure. Soon enough. Soon enough.

G'night everyone. Sweet dreams.

Don't take anything for granted. You'll miss so much.
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