i was sooo dumb in high school

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this boy is so different...
yeat so great!

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summer summer summer. its here and it just feels like such a drab. i awaited it with most joy and excitment, and as usual i'm let down. i always know that summer really is false advertisement to "a good time." i mean it is, but for me its just a couple of times in the summer thart i really enjoy myself. like when i went to Texas, now that was a ( Read more... )

this feeling keeps running through my heart and veins. this musty almost argh why do i feel like this feeling.god its just there and nothing can make it better. i feel like i'm gonna die a virgin mary, and die without meeting my true soul mate. why can't i find someone to equal my passion?i need some company, i'm so lonley. i think i need to close ( Read more... )

hello world. what can i say... the worls around me falls apart, while i try and breath. someone tell me why i keep gtting rejected, someone tell me why love never seems to be real. someone tell me why the best people in this worl have the book slammed in their faces for a sly sin. who, if anybody... tell me why. lord plese help us in these times of ( Read more... )

okay so i'm still online talking to lanz!!! yea finally i have someone to talk to!!! wait fuck, tomorrow i'm takin that fuckin english test!!! fuck oh well i think if i pray really hard i can pass!!! okay i need coffee. i just don't wanna go to bed. okay, lanz signed off. argh now i'm bored again. okay, well i'm off to find a boy toy ( Read more... )

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fuck its saturday night, and i'm still not finished with my fuckin homework! shit well i did the most important part, but still i'm not done. so tomorrow you'll see me at my family BBQ doing my tarea. it always comes to this. i can't remember one easter when i haven't stressed to do my homework. oh well i guess thats its a ritual, maybe god wants ( Read more... )