well um...
hello ya'll!!!
fuck i haven't said any shit for the longest motherfuckin time!
wowzzers i guess i just haven't had the time for this livejournal shit. anyway its like fuckin almost may!!!!! arg i don't feel like fuckin studying anymore. well not like i'v been studing like a fuckin quak or anything, but enough with all this AP shit!! i either know my shit, or i don't. and at this pint i think i know my shit, whew, thank the lord. so finally the year is coming to an end, and senior year, watch out cuz here i come! damn i can't wait, i can;t wait!!! so much shit is going on all around me, and i have to say this has been the best year so far. i mean who doesn't thrive on "fuck ur brains out stress", fuckin all out crazy shit. i mean sex, drugs, and fuckin rock'n'roll. we are all coming of age, and in the process, were all becomin very powerfull adults. not to mention all the crazy shit that adds to our character. fuck yea! viva la revelution! i don't know why i just said that, but it felt ruhgt. so through all this love and heartbreak, and begging, and all that shit, i've grown very lonely. of course, so much is happening around me that entertainment is nopt the factor. but i'm missing something. i'm missing love, and although its being predented to me right to my face, well... a girl just can't trust a boy who has decived her once. and friends with benifits is all to dandy, but that doesn't fill my void, which is far deeper and darker than physical pleasure. well thats grat, but i want a hug, an honest hug, from someone who really knows me. someone who can handle me, yet dominate me.i need a REAL hug. where can i find one? should i return to that heartbreaker? or does sweet love lurke around the corner. oh i hope so cuz i love mystery. god i love this!!!!
down and out ya'll
fuck i haven't said any shit for the longest motherfuckin time!
wowzzers i guess i just haven't had the time for this livejournal shit. anyway its like fuckin almost may!!!!! arg i don't feel like fuckin studying anymore. well not like i'v been studing like a fuckin quak or anything, but enough with all this AP shit!! i either know my shit, or i don't. and at this pint i think i know my shit, whew, thank the lord. so finally the year is coming to an end, and senior year, watch out cuz here i come! damn i can't wait, i can;t wait!!! so much shit is going on all around me, and i have to say this has been the best year so far. i mean who doesn't thrive on "fuck ur brains out stress", fuckin all out crazy shit. i mean sex, drugs, and fuckin rock'n'roll. we are all coming of age, and in the process, were all becomin very powerfull adults. not to mention all the crazy shit that adds to our character. fuck yea! viva la revelution! i don't know why i just said that, but it felt ruhgt. so through all this love and heartbreak, and begging, and all that shit, i've grown very lonely. of course, so much is happening around me that entertainment is nopt the factor. but i'm missing something. i'm missing love, and although its being predented to me right to my face, well... a girl just can't trust a boy who has decived her once. and friends with benifits is all to dandy, but that doesn't fill my void, which is far deeper and darker than physical pleasure. well thats grat, but i want a hug, an honest hug, from someone who really knows me. someone who can handle me, yet dominate me.i need a REAL hug. where can i find one? should i return to that heartbreaker? or does sweet love lurke around the corner. oh i hope so cuz i love mystery. god i love this!!!!
down and out ya'll