I'm happy for my sister and her marriage, but I'm incredibly sad that I didn't get the opportunity to go and support her in person. I see all the pictures from the wedding and everyone looks so happy. I know I'm being selfish, but I wish I could have been there. Sometimes, even though she said she didn't, I feel like she left me out on purpose. I ( Read more... )

June 25th is the wedding. She's already bought the dress, made the arrangements. I feel like she's doing this on purpose so that I won't go to it. Even my family doesn't seem to care or mention the fact that I won't be there. I'm really upset. I think I'm going to move to Canada after this whole Au Pair experience.

I can't believe my sister would willingly have her wedding before I came back from Germany. Does she really not want me to be there? I'm a little bit devastated and crushed that she would even consider it. Not to mention having her wedding in June as if my birthday means nothing to anyone. I already had that happen once with my aunt getting married ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm never allowed to have bad mood days. Omg, Kelly's no longer worthy of being friends with because she isn't giving me sarcastic, bitchy whit. Now she's just a total bitch and we can't be friends anymore. It really makes me sad and makes me feel guilty and hurt because I'm suppose to always be the naive, jokey one, but when I have ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin with my hate a loathing of life. I hate being here. I have no one to talk to, except for the family...and frankly, I could do with a little less of them. The kids are fucking insane. ADHD for sure. From the time they wake up, until they are forced to go to bed, they are fucking hyper as shit. And frankly, it fucking ( Read more... )

1. Excessively hyper children that are hyper from the time they open their eyes (literally), to the time they close them (literally ( Read more... )

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Cupcake: Dear America ( Read more... )

I have the hots for your driver. Is he available by any chance?

Sincerely,
Me

dsnhidsuhasifdfkfbsL omg! Seriously myself, that is so lame. Of course he's not available! Uuuugh why me?!?!?! I can't even get up the nerve to talk to this guy. ugh!! >.

I'm kind of mad that Dana ditched me for her boyfriend...as usual. It's always 'Brett this, and Brett that'. I'm all well and happy that she has someone but seeing as how Wednesday is her last day of work and she's only moving to go to Sam Houston and can come visit or he could go visit whenever they want, and I'm leaving for Germany in less than ( Read more... )