I am so uncertain of what the heck I wanna be. I don't have alot of drive for anything I can think of, I keep lookin and I find nothing that really excites me and it is frustrating. I have sent in applications for U of C, but am taking the thing I hate, that being general studies cause I just don't know. Lord help me that I don't waste my life.

Fort McMurray is so boring and I hate it on weekends. Nothing to do here. Happy Halloween, I can't wait till I live in Calgary. University and women...I hope anyway hehehe...

Counting down to the end of the year, only a few more months till a new start. New school, next year, probably Calgary, if not then U of L. Can't wait to leave, and do something more usefull with my time, high school was fun, but general studying is boring, it would be nice to do something more geared to what I want to do with my life...

It was one of those days, it went too long, and I think I was just a tad pissy. Nothing even went really wrong, it just wasn't a happy day. Oh well we will see what happens tomorrow. For now I guess I am just gonna pout until I can figure out something more useful to do with my time.

So what is it that makes us realize when something is worth fighting for? What makes us one moment all of a sudden look at something that we see everyday, and think to ourselves, wow that is amazing to me. A woman I see everyday, and all of a sudden I look at her a whole new way. At first I would have said to myself I would never ever look at ( Read more... )

I am completely undertrained, and I have a another tournament, I didn't do enough preparation. I don't have much time to make up for it, it is my own fault, but I guess we will see what natural talent can do. I just came off of a tournament and won, so I know I have the skill, the question is in the conditioning. It was only a few weeks that I ( Read more... )

Today is apparently one of those days, I don't know what I have done, but for some reason everyone is pissed off at me. Honestly from yesterday to today there wasn't even enough time for me to do anything to piss everyone off. Now I don't want to complain all the time, but really, what did I do today I have no idea, some of these people don't ( Read more... )

Dilemma time, if my life isn't a soap opera already...So hmmmm...what could possible be worth talking about that would be fitting to that...OH I know Girl Trouble...Like anyone expected different. All suggestions welcome cause I am at the end of my rope here. The girl is amazing, and she is close to me already, very important to me, and she knows ( Read more... )