I AM Running out of TIME!!!
I am completely undertrained, and I have a another tournament, I didn't do enough preparation. I don't have much time to make up for it, it is my own fault, but I guess we will see what natural talent can do. I just came off of a tournament and won, so I know I have the skill, the question is in the conditioning. It was only a few weeks that I just fought last, so I shouldn't be bad, but the opponent is going to be much tougher this time, here is hoping I don't get jacked up.
I am now in a situation where the woman I love is also responsive to my feelings but still not wanting me, she seems to want to be with me, but then she sais she doesn't why are women like that, it is still anything goes. She may not want me at all, she may want me but is resisting, I hate this. Talk about feeling weighted down too heavily. I don't have alot left in me, I feel like I am just stretched to thin, and I am not able to hold myself together. If she only knew how much I loved her. But no words could do it justice.
What a combination, battle for the first comment, love for the second, I guess I want to be a lover and a fighter. Talk about messed up.
I am now in a situation where the woman I love is also responsive to my feelings but still not wanting me, she seems to want to be with me, but then she sais she doesn't why are women like that, it is still anything goes. She may not want me at all, she may want me but is resisting, I hate this. Talk about feeling weighted down too heavily. I don't have alot left in me, I feel like I am just stretched to thin, and I am not able to hold myself together. If she only knew how much I loved her. But no words could do it justice.
What a combination, battle for the first comment, love for the second, I guess I want to be a lover and a fighter. Talk about messed up.