Tomorrow my Grandma Thomas arrives. I wish I had a bomb shelter. That thing and I DO NOT get along. I suppose I can try to make the best of it, but I doubt it will work. She's even taking my room from me. I got two words to say and they are, "That" and "bitch ( Read more... )

I AM NOT HAPPY ANYMORE.

Instead, I am bored, depressed, lacking any accomplishments, and so frustrated that I'd like very much to scream or rip my hair out strand by strand.

Can someone please tell me why I feel this way? What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I be happy and stay that way?

I've come to several realizations.

I procrastinate TOO much. I need to get my ass in gear if I'm to enroll in a college. I need to write my check and send it in and see where that gets me. The only problem is that...I don't...exactly...know how to write one...I'm sure I'll figure it out though.

I need to get Firelure finished. I've been ( Read more... )

People change. It's inevitable ( Read more... )

When you're a model doing a Demo at Wal-mart:1. People may find you unapproachable at times...but they are unapproachable ALL the time. I mean, how can you talk to someone if they're in a blundering hurry? And would you...WANT to ( Read more... )

Modeling school today was actually fun. Apart from makeup class and Terri the instructor giving an amusing discussion on why women should mind how they present themselves so their "Tatas" don't leave the impression for us, it was great. I got to know my classmates a little better this time. There's a girl who's a senior this year named Trish who ( Read more... )

I currently have $172.41 in my checking account. So...that's good? My mom made sure to tell Toys R Us they'd screwed me over. It didn't do anything though other than make me say in an admonishing tone, "Mom ( Read more... )

My dad "fixed" the internet today, and now my AIM doesn't work very well. It's kicking me off every 5 minutes. It was working fine until he messed with it. So any messages I miss...um...Send them here or something. My logging off is NOT intentional. I repeat, NOT intentional ( Read more... )

I just got done watching my modeling instruction movie. Mom came in to watch it to. We laughed harmoniously. It was great.

Me: "I wonder if other people who have watched this realize this woman is 35 and is wearing dentures."
Mom: "She'd better stay away from the tanning booth for a while, or the next thing she'll be promoting is skin cancer ( Read more... )

No luck finding a new job opportunity today. Nothing really comes to mind. I'd adore working in a music, video, or bookstore. Mom made me apply to Giant Eagle. She's being a little too helpful ( Read more... )