►017. how it's never real, how you're never you

[fingeredheart]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[anonymous]

I guess anonymous is quite pointless know, but I just want to keep it like that

[fingeredheart]

))): oh, you. I am screening our comments above just for the sake of it.

I know it's really stupid to say this, but be yourself, bb. You're wonderful as you are, and you don't have to act happy if you don't feel like it ): you are normal. I'm sure if you stay as you are, there are bound to be people who will like you! djklfs DON'T HURT ME. ): okay, so I will try not to...but djkls. Maybe go out once in a while and talk to new people? Take a break from the Internet/LJ? THERE WILL BE PEOPLE. :| because you're awesome, seriously. ♥

Thanks again! sdjfkl you are too kind ._. feel better, bb. I'm here, and iluuuumuch if that counts for anything :)♥

[anonymous]

it's not easy and it doesn't work and I just feel even more lonely than before and it hurts more because everybody around seems to have gotten used to their new life already but me, and I don't know why.I don't know what year of school you're in, anon, but this pretty much sums up the friendship aspect of my college experience so far. I feel like I'm the only student in my year who hasn't made a bunch of new BFF's after just two months of being at school. (I know that can't be true, but it feels like it is.) Is it that I'm not trying hard enough, or is there something wrong with me? I'm neither an unfriendly person nor hard to get along with, at least IMO, so I'm kind of at a loss here. I just want a few people I can call up to hang out around campus with, or eat dinner with a few times a week, so that I won't always be alone then. I don't mind eating breakfast or lunch alone because the dining halls aren't so crowded then, but having dinner by myself almost every night and pretending to be okay with that is the worst. I want to stop

[jaybomb]

I HAVE NOTHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT YOU EXCEPT THAT YOU ARE NOT AROUND ENOUGH D:

Good luck tomorrow!

[fingeredheart]

no interesting stories about life? rants about the world? XD

THANK YOU, BEARY. ♥ and I'm sorry about not being around )): ♥

[ai_no_himitsu]

I- I don't have anything to say other than I miss youuuuuuuu DDDDDD:

Good luck for your competition! You'll do great~ I know it!

And your quote. I love it because it's just so true *wibbles*

[arhythmicpulse]

Aw, Jen. You're not a failure. Whatever you're doing now, they're little steps for you to accomplish something, anything; to do be someone great. Even when you don't get what you want, it doesn't mean you're a failure. When you face problems along the way that make you feel like one, stay strong, don't stop believing hold on to that feeling and move forward. What's important is that you don't give up and you keep going. That alone is an accomplishment. You're only going to be a failure if you allow yourself to be one.

Good luck with your piano competition, I hope you do really well! :)

[fingeredheart]

Thank you so much, Pam :) you have no idea how much this comment means to me. I had a hell of a crappy day, and thanks for making me feel so much better. ILUSM. ♥

[anonymous]

I'm going to be anonymous just for the sake of it, because I always end up revealing myself XD
I actually don't have bad things to say, and even the good, or even awesome things I wanna say about you, I don't hesitate to say them. It's good because I feel comfortable telling you about everything, I feel like I can talk to you everything about everything. And that's what a friendship is about, right?
I love you so much I can't say it enough! (;_;)
Never ever change ♥
wo ai ni &hearts&hearts&hearts

(good luck tomorrow! I'm sure you'll be great, as always ♥)