And then I ran out of Brie.

Not before I had depleted, left, and said goodbye to much else.

It was just me, Suits, and law suits.

I was winning.

Emptiness surrounded me.

I could hear the echo of my own sigh as I prepared to start anew each Monday.

"Is it ok if we hug?"

"Always."

An iteration of my conversation with wrath.

A naked fat man is flagellating himself on my tiny iPhone 6 screen. M. Night Shaymalan's new Apple show, "Servant."

After a month of grief (May) I am still consistently synching with a shared time reality even though..

"What's the last thing you remember Roscoe?"

The cable to my laptop is broken, my work as Eartha Kitt this weekend should afford me ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what I did but my right ass cheek is very sore. I'm trying to stretch out and be ready for rehearsal later, our final rehearsal before the big show next week at Symphony Space.

I'm so honored to play Eartha Kitt. It seems like the only thing to bring a smile to my otherwise grieving face is the flair of world domination when hearing of ( Read more... )

I just had to meditate some more to sort through this spiritual sludge. Self-isolation came natural to me, though I was still surprised by bouts of overwhelming grief. When not meditating, I prayed, after I said my amens I..

I just kept studying Eartha. Eartha Kitt. Eartha Kitty Kat.

Did you ever tell a cat what to do?

Not really.

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Get your tickets now ( Read more... )

Here's my May 2022 update: I had dedicated this month to being a completely miserable wreck as I grieve my mother's death this month of her mother's day birthday. I've spent most of the month under covers, but not all of it 🤔..

Anyways, between lawyers, prayers for the Ukraine/Russia conflict, and bouts of completely healthy crying sessions I have ( Read more... )

Dear Shen Yun,

• I took my mother, Yeuh Yeh Huang Cupples-Evans to go see Shen Yun years ago. She said it was a most beautiful show. I write to you from the depths of great and flowing grief. My mother was murdered in Manhattan Beach, CA.

• She was a brilliant mind, she came from Kaohsiung, Taiwan, by herself as a teenager, graduated from the ( Read more... )

Everything makes me cry. I'm not actually crying. It's akin to what the lol has become, a perfunctory gasp. I had somewhat dedicated this month to be encumbered in grief. I was told I didn't need to be sad by a man avoiding his own problems. I didn't go back.

Eartha Kitt, I get to be the lovely Eartha Kitt.

It's not that I don't know other worlds ( Read more... )

5 more minutes until 3AM in Almaty, or 3AM in Bangladesh.

"Where is my mind..

Where is my mind.."

Right, I recall someone saying that if Gaga had all the monsters, that I have all the ghosts..

I've had quite the weekend.

👻

1:01PM.

It was 2:37AM. I need a different alarm ring tone. Right now it's a raucous oscillating bi-tone. The Pavlok was fine, but I don't always like things on my wrists.. pondering my next pendulum watch.

The deadline is tomorrow. I whipped up most of everything yesterday, today will be mostly editing and all the other documents required.

A little more ( Read more... )