i went to a nationalities service center in philly tonight and watching the girl teach english made me crazy. the whole thing was so self-explanatory and i just felt like i could do it better the whole time. my ego is not only out of control, it is so claustrophobic without some other activity to do but read, laugh with becca and watch tv that it ( Read more... )

i realized i wasn't listening to music loud enough about 4 or 8 years ago, and it really changed me. not really, but i realized i had never heard bass correctly till i cranked that shit. and bass, baby thats where its all at ( Read more... )

send me back.

i ate for free all day and it feels so good. cuddles and fun and productive but laid back. this was the perfect kind of day ( Read more... )

mermermermmmmm i have succeeded in boringmyselftohorrifiableteears

i am not made for being in captivity, or jobless, or friendless. amended statement: i am not used to having to drive to see friends.

or the suburbs.

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oh my oh my i wish the sky was blue today. my dad is coming to china tomorrow. that should be a blast ( Read more... )

on christmas day i was as sludgy as the weather, all grey and chance of showers over having to leave home-paradise, and then i remembered the best of things to come and now i am the happiest christmas tree full of cheer and good wishes and sap ( Read more... )

WHY IS COLDPLAY STILL ON MY COMPUTER FROM 9TH GRADE? whats that ABOUT? i don't want to study for my finals today but they are my LAST ONES and last night i STOPPED studying and STARTED reading the lonely planet guide to CHINA and china china china and i gots my VISA and i gots my GOOD ATTITUDE and i am going to miss my friends a shit TON i wish ( Read more... )

LALALALALOVE YOU i am going to go to china i do not need to worry about anything ladidaaaaa di daaa di daa dadadaaddaaaaaa ( Read more... )

i'm going to china!! i am going to CHINA iamgoingto CHHYINAAHH i am going to china china i am going to to to toto toto tototototo CHina China chinA ( Read more... )