Memories of sour childhoods ( Read more... )

So everything has changed and everything is different. Calgary was not the best decision and I realize it might have been a big mistake. I don't regret it but I wouldn't do it again. It was fun while it lasted but lots of dissapointment has come from being out here. So I'm moving back home. And I won't be coming back alone, and I don't mean my ( Read more... )

How can this be real?
I still don’t know how I feel
I was just starting to heal
This wasn’t part of the deal

I need you like a junkie needs a fix ( Read more... )

I need to purge my mind
Of any thought of you
You left me falling blind
Nothing you said was true

Now every time I close my eyes
I see you standing there
Despite all my unsuccessful tries
Somehow I still care

ok I did this quiz like maybe a year or so ago and I came accross it recently and thought I'd do it again to see if my results would be the same... they are quite completly different.

Half-Cocked
Random Brutal Sex Dreamer (RBSD)

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This thing we have going on ( Read more... )

I’m in this weird state of mind. A place where I’m not quite comfortable and a place I’ve never really explored. And I feel like I’m just stuck in this unknown. I’m not quite sure how I feel and all these whirlwind emotions are blowing my mind. And not in a good way. I’m just so confused and can’t quite decipher what’s going on. I feel alone ( Read more... )

Your shell is strong
But clear to me
That you are not
What you appear to be
This bad boy thing
You’ve got going on
Is just a piece
Of what had me drawn
But under it all
Behind the act
You smiled at me
And that’s a fact

I feel blank and numb and yet I cry a minimum of once a day ( Read more... )