As the subject states, I'm not happy. I haven't been for -- I don't know, a year? Maybe more? I'm not sure who I am anymore or where I'm going, when years ago I felt so certain. I was Kristen Marchetti, goddammit.

Adult life really fucking sucks. I'm just gonna say it.
I hate my job and I'm really growing to hate my surroundings. My original plan ( Read more... )

So hey, here's some stuff that's goin' on.

I just got back from Boston and I have to say that getting out of the city helped a lot. "Helped what?" you may ask, and the answer is "Everything". My will to live, especially. Don't get me wrong, I like Bloomington. The people that I like are here; the beer is cheap and plentiful; there's a Sonic less ( Read more... )

I hate to write bad stuff on here (you know, because it's immortalized in Internet Land forever and ever), but I am really fuckin' unhappy at the moment. I thought that graduating would bring about some sort of improvement in my life, but really it seems like the opposite has happened. Responsibility sucks balls. Working 40 hours a week sucks balls ( Read more... )

Little 5 Week makes me feel...uneasy.
On a related note: A drunk guy threw our cat down the stairs.

I'm scared to think that I'll abandon you. I'd like to say that I'm a faithful man but it may not be true.

And I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am

To Baldy: Who's 34 now.
And also, to Ingrid Michaelson: Super Babe
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Did I mention I'm in love with the Avett Brothers?

And I guess I might have made a few mistakes
But maybe that's exactly what it takes to get a little happy in this big sad world

Let the mistakes begin

This week I...

• painted my apartment
• quit my lousy job
• decided that I wanna join the roller derby

One of my busier weeks, really.

I'm not adjusting to life in the States quite the way I'd like to. I'm kind of bored and kind of lonely and depressed.

Tonight I think I'm going back to my parents house for awhile. It's a magical land with air conditioning, food, and someone who desperately wants to hang out with me.

WAH, WAH, WAH
Kristen

I went to the Barossa Valley for the weekend. I ate well and I drank well and I wine-tasted. I also stumbled upon a movie called 'Bachelor Party' starring a young Tom Hanks. It featured: hookers, a transvestite hooker, a donkey, a Chip 'n' Dales dancer named Nick the Dick, a mean guy with a cross bow, drug use, boobies and much much more. I bet you ( Read more... )