i feel like an idiot. i pissed one of my really good guy friends off, all because i thought we were joking around. now he hates me, and the sad thing is, i like him sooo much. i shouldnt like him, but i do. he is all i think about, and i totaly hurt him tonight. i feel like the biggest idiot ever. i really am 19 no matter how much i try to act like
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