the road to heart ache has just begun
i tried to not get envolved any more... but you roped me back in. i try to deny everything about you, but i cant help but love it all. i dont know why. you are so wrong for me, but when im with you it feels so right. i cant see my self ever being with you... but for some reason i never want you to leave. the best mornings are the ones when i wake up next to you. although they rarely happen, i cant help but love the ones that do. i want to not like you. i want to not feel this. i hate wanting you so much and knowing that you dont feel that way. your just a friends with benifits i need to tell myself, but i cant help wanting more. every kiss runs through my head every touch, every glance. i just want it all to stop. i hate you. i hate you so much, but i cant stop wanting you.