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drilling a hole in ur finger hurts a bit....it actually didnt hurt that much. Came home maybe 20 minutes after i did it to clean it....my moms goin to try and get me a doctors appointment so i can get a tetnis shot since we think im overdue anyways. Came home and had my dad help me clean it....he pulls out this hard bristled brush and told me to ( Read more... )

i feel better....i think getting it all off my chest helped. Anyways....loveing spring break so far and it really hasent even started....really tired bc weve been staying up late....but i get to sleep in so im happy....well...sleep in longer than normal...got to go to tech tomorow and allys picking me up at 7:45. Its ok though bc i get to see her ( Read more... )

same damn shit as the last post....why does everything have to be so damn fucked up....it seems like everythings a fucking competition...and it also seems like all the stuff i said (and heard) before is either becoming more true or is seeming to become true. I want everything to be back to the way it was around 3 months ago...it was all simple.... ( Read more... )

well....yesterday ended up better than i thought it would. Started out as a terrable day and stayed that way off and on until i got home at around 9. Lots of crap that day that just brought it down one hit at a time. Oh but guess what....after i got home the thinking came in.....which in turn fucked everything up in head again. Thinking is the ( Read more... )

The new york trip was fun...i guess. Would of been better if i wasnt sick the whole time. Most people were. That sucked. Plus i found out some things i wish werent true. I'll find a way to get through it some how....i'll be able to deal with it as long as nothin happens. Other than that it was good. Didnt sleep very much there...so im really tired ( Read more... )

dont feel like updating....but im tired of seeing that damn long post constantly. So here it is.....my interum post. NY trip next weekend!!!!

sitting in computer systems right now....got nothin to do so im updating. Everything better since my last update...so thats good. My computer teacher isnt here today which sucks. I was planing on asking her if i could bring my computer in tomorow to work on it. Two nights ago i was using it and when i brought up a program it said that a resource ( Read more... )

Im fine now....everything will work out...maybe it still wont be easy but its worth working out. I dont want to lose her...it'll be the biggest mistake ive made. We can do this....love u baby

why does life have to be so fucking complecated. I know ive said it before but im saying it again....i wish i could go back to when i was a kid. When nothin mattered. You could do anything and noone would care. You didnt have to worry about anything. Those were the days. Gonna talk to people some more then sleep....i need the sleep even though i ( Read more... )