lifes a bitch
same damn shit as the last post....why does everything have to be so damn fucked up....it seems like everythings a fucking competition...and it also seems like all the stuff i said (and heard) before is either becoming more true or is seeming to become true. I want everything to be back to the way it was around 3 months ago...it was all simple....there was nothing interfering or getting in the way (that i know of....but as of right now i dont know anything anymore). Alright well enough of me rambeling about being depressed.....eriks coming down tonight....staying until wensday. Should be fun....a whole week without waking up early.....im gonna love it!! enough talk...maybe more later if things get better.