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well....yesterday ended up better than i thought it would. Started out as a terrable day and stayed that way off and on until i got home at around 9. Lots of crap that day that just brought it down one hit at a time. Oh but guess what....after i got home the thinking came in.....which in turn fucked everything up in head again. Thinking is the worst thing to do...so i try to keep myself occupied so i dont but it sucks when u get time that u cant fill. Then u think. oh well...ill talk more later maybe...