I feel so weird right now, feel drugged up, like my head isnt connected to my head ( Read more... )

Today was weird ( Read more... )

Dunno how many calories i had yesterday as i drank A LOT of wine ( Read more... )

I took some lax yesterday and they decided to kick in at 2:30am :/ i wasnt happy ( Read more... )

1150cals....stupid wine! If i dont count the wine it would be sooo much lower ( Read more... )

Yesterday wasnt too bad; 965cals, better than i have been doing, most of it is wine aswell
Today im hoping to stay under 800cals so that means if im gonna drink (which ive already started) i can only eat dinner
Didnt workout yesterday as got hit with a huge migrain so i need to do that aswell

Lv emz xoxo

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Dad vwent on and on about my drinking and rehab, nd as soon as i started talking about my eating didorder he smapped at me and said he dont wanna talk about it ( Read more... )

Breakfast: coffee with skimmed milk and a green tea ( Read more... )

Had my daily vomiting bile session this morning as ive been doing everyday for over a month ( Read more... )

im fucking smashed as had to meet with my old best mate who i havent seen in 10 years or even more, it went fine but her friend pascale was there which i didnt expect so therefore made it awkward. But she was nice. also got to meet catherines lil daughter Deanna who is the cutest baby ive seen, im not a big fan of babies but have to admit thats a ( Read more... )