my stomah is fucked
Had my daily vomiting bile session this morning as ive been doing everyday for over a month
And i noticed bits of flesh, so im puking up my stomach lining, its quite sensitive esp when i drink
I was good with my drink today
I met up with my mate tasha sober :) and only had 1 glass of wine :D
Just prey my stomach doesnt try to murder me again as its horrible and painful
So yea as i said i met up with tasha, havent seen her since january so she was supposed to bring my bday pressie (bday on the 6th Feb) but she forgot
Had a good day apart from my stomach was worse than normal
Tasha is always a good friend, we dont see each other all the time but we will be friends no matter what happens :)
Next time i see her itll be the last time before rehab so were going for a meal
Im a lil more settled about rehab, still hate the meal arrangements but dont think that would change
Since i have 3 and a half weeks left (3 on monday) i should try and lose as much weight as possible as they might try to make me gain while im there
Would like to lose 2lbs in 3 weeks (thats doable and realistic)
My insomnia was back last night, i have 2 diazepram left but ive somehow lost them eventhough i keep all my meds together :S
So tonight may be another sleepless night
Got some red nail crackle today, looks cool with silver :)
Defo need to clean my room 2moro, its not even a hot mess anymore...its just a mess; atleast itll be calorie burning and might find my diazepram lol
Think thats it
Lv emz xoxo
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And i noticed bits of flesh, so im puking up my stomach lining, its quite sensitive esp when i drink
I was good with my drink today
I met up with my mate tasha sober :) and only had 1 glass of wine :D
Just prey my stomach doesnt try to murder me again as its horrible and painful
So yea as i said i met up with tasha, havent seen her since january so she was supposed to bring my bday pressie (bday on the 6th Feb) but she forgot
Had a good day apart from my stomach was worse than normal
Tasha is always a good friend, we dont see each other all the time but we will be friends no matter what happens :)
Next time i see her itll be the last time before rehab so were going for a meal
Im a lil more settled about rehab, still hate the meal arrangements but dont think that would change
Since i have 3 and a half weeks left (3 on monday) i should try and lose as much weight as possible as they might try to make me gain while im there
Would like to lose 2lbs in 3 weeks (thats doable and realistic)
My insomnia was back last night, i have 2 diazepram left but ive somehow lost them eventhough i keep all my meds together :S
So tonight may be another sleepless night
Got some red nail crackle today, looks cool with silver :)
Defo need to clean my room 2moro, its not even a hot mess anymore...its just a mess; atleast itll be calorie burning and might find my diazepram lol
Think thats it
Lv emz xoxo
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