lisa, not that you will ever read this....but forgive me please. i know youve helped me through so much, to try over come this. but i just cant. im too fat. i wont ever be good enough.  please waste no more time on me . im seriously not worth it. i love you lisa. youve been my inspiration!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

by like some miricle...or g-d is on my ( Read more... )

tonight was the worst. i knew id fail. im a failer at everything else i do so why did i expect anything else to be different? went to zev and rachaels tonight for dinner. didnt eat all day with the intention all id have at theirs was soup and an orange....well i did have soup and the ornage, along with fish balls, fish cakes, rice, butternut squash ( Read more... )

joined new community today......extreme_diets people in there are so nice seriously! i really feel myself being able to do this with having people to talk to.
I hate the look of myself now. tomorrow im going out buying a new notebook which will be my scrapbook of skinny pics an writings and things. also gotta go bank! im going to my rabbi for ( Read more... )