ive got some wicked flu and im horribly depressed so things are not going so well
work sucks and so does my supposed love life
i was douped im an idiot for ever thinking anyone could just like me an not be crazy about it
hopefully this cough will kill me
that or my broken heart

i got a job today
my mums said you cant work there youll get shot
im willing to risk it for better money and no uniform

Flamingos have the highest divorce rate
Who ever said marriage was for the birds

i wanna play indianna right now im trying to convince my mom to let broseph open his gifts right now its not working she bought me two bottles of wine and some yagermiester so it looks like im getting trashed byself, im sure, best way to spend the holidays

Im going to school today ill probably fail

I couldnt sleep so i took a pill with a dirty glass of water from a low pressure earth hell someone fly around before my liver fails and you know it will ( Read more... )

a foot note if you may a prerequisite to reading this i am quite wasted ( Read more... )

last update for today um not that anyone reads this
i dont work tomorrow so im seriuosly debating wether or not to drink myself to death or not i have a whole bottle of malibu rum to myself
i think ill read the book i bought today an depending on how it goes i may let my self live some more of this horrendously horrible life

i stayed up till 4 watching indiana jones i passed out right before the end an i was not even paying attention (which is sooooo not like me it being my favorite movie) all i kept thinking about was how empty my bed was how warm it would be with a body lying next to me i wanted someone to come home to me turn off my tv curl up in bed with me kiss me ( Read more... )

ive been obsessing over you for days ( Read more... )