My beds too big for one

[fatedheartless]

i stayed up till 4 watching indiana jones i passed out right before the end an i was not even paying attention (which is sooooo not like me it being my favorite movie) all i kept thinking about was how empty my bed was how warm it would be with a body lying next to me i wanted someone to come home to me turn off my tv curl up in bed with me kiss me tell me how much they missed me all day something lame like that these feelings are ridiculous but i havent had anyone love me in a long time (strike that, any one love me an me actually love them back) i want to live for someone because this life just isnt worth living

i guess the problem is im not worth anyones love