Yeah this past weekend was awkward I guess....we paid homage to good ol' SM as he left Europe....Our faun injcluded Jack Daniel's, fire, kayaking, and machetes...literally.....It was an interesting time to say the least. Yeah I also got to talk to someone that I hadn't spoken to in a long time...which served to be cool but also a little awkward, ( Read more... )

Yes....I have actually posted on a somehwhat frequent basis...I know it frightens me too.....yeah lately my love life has been slow...I just don't try I guess....I am beginning to be one of those people that just wants to sit at home and pray for the ideal person to come knocking on my door completely naked and willing...it's a longshot but a man ( Read more... )

Times have been weird around here....I have been in and out of the casa due to remodeling and I far passd the stressed out point. Everything pisses me off...I just recently had to say goodbye to my kids which was one of the hardes things I've ever had to do...I love those dudes so much...like family that I have watched grow up. Yeah...so it sucks ( Read more... )

It seems that the common around the workplace is true...."Your friends are never really your friends"....as I've found out... I hate the fact that people are so quick to dismiss good things that I've done for progress...they leave me with my cock in my hands so to speak...and I can't take that shit anymore.....but then, if I ever get as to close to ( Read more... )

       Well... today I took a day off from work to do a bunch of necessary shit for myself as well as for others.... lately I have just been hanging out like an unwanted appendage or something. I dont really like to hang out with my peeps as frequently as I would like to. I heard that Blink split upas well as Head left Korn and I could care less ( Read more... )

Have you ever gotten to the point where threats only make shit worse between people.... okay good... cause I don't. I had to do this V-Day/Vagina Monoluge fair today for work. It was very lonely...I felt sorry for all the people that actually cared about that fair.... I've been working on my own agenda as of late, and I totally lost sight of the ( Read more... )

Sweet mother of god... I never noticed how amazingly boring typing can be. They're having me type up a crazy ammount of nonsensical shit. Oh well.... well kiddies... I'm getting a new ride....Dodge Ram... so now... I'll have shitty ridecrossed off the list of reasons why I'm the least attractive working stiff on the face of the planet.... Homegirl ( Read more... )

Have I mentioned that the war is a bunch a bullshit wrapped in false patriotism...ey...yeah...Katie's a monster.... wait... I didn't mean that .... well at least I can see eye to eye with her on one thing... I sometimes think it would have been easier not to get involved.... but just so everyone wont make me out to be some patronous jerk... she did ( Read more... )

Well I'm back and I have a lot to vent about... Me and Katie broke up a few months ago and we dont fucking talk at all... but hey/// what can you do.... you just have to take it in the ass... with all the other dissapointments.... she told that it wasn't the same and that I was clingy.... well at least she cant complain about that now.... Why is ( Read more... )

Hey everyone... about time I get the chance to update. Life has been pretty empty lately. KT is convalescing somewhere by Fresno and it sucks for me... but I guess I have to make a dubious effort to make the best out of this uncompromising situation. Yeah... I tried to be cool with Amy and made her a card for her birthday on Monday... she said we ( Read more... )