Weightless
Times have been weird around here....I have been in and out of the casa due to remodeling and I far passd the stressed out point. Everything pisses me off...I just recently had to say goodbye to my kids which was one of the hardes things I've ever had to do...I love those dudes so much...like family that I have watched grow up. Yeah...so it sucks to see them lesave but it's great to see them get shit done. It's an awesome feeling to have a part in that.....I will admit it....I did leak some tears during one of the speeches one of the kids I mentored during the school year did...She mentioned on how I had helped her out with everything from school, family, and friend probleams and that she appreciated me pushing her to do her best. So it is an awesome feeling....uuummmm....lets see.... I went with my band to go record in Frisco which turned out to be a huge calamity...they went behind me and the drummers backs and wrote their own material in spite of telling us.... So it was a not a very fun time for me and Dustin...we were literally stranded on an island of obscurity and ambiguosity...wait I think thats a word....anyway....it was there rental car so were fucked at the beginning anyway...yeah so that was a complete catastrophe...yeah I lost 40lbs after I had my heart attack and have since regained 20lbs.....the stress is just fucking up my will to continue on the diet....Lately...well like the past 2 days I have finally started up again....and its working pretty well...well I will talk more at a distant time....Rock On and Have A Pleasant Tomorrow.
Ray
Ray