who know why im writing in here. maybe inspiration from alex's beautiful words. thoughts from ruwanis life that is so strangely similar to mine. sadness from knowing i dont talk to danielle anymore. confusion on what kiki has become. idk so to all you loyal livejournals here we go:

last updated: 33 weeks apparently.

and what has been going through my ( Read more... )

I just read through all the shit ive been through the past couple years and i just realized how young i was, am. 
I'm turning 18 in a few weeks
I'm starting college. COLLEGE. 
i dont feel ready yet.

as far as friends I will always have the classics. Alex. Nadia. Reene.
and then i have Sam&Lauren. my little sisters that arent quite ready to mature yet ( Read more... )

why the hell is body image so important?
i fucking hate being a girl.
nothing&noone is ever good enough.

im at work.imbored. yet im happy.

i cant honestly say life is getting better by the second. 
everything is falling into place.
i feel instoppable.

C- Your wild and crazy ( Read more... )

you know those people whose smile makes you smile?
damn, i love that.

confess in 2005 that i ...

( ) stayed single the whole year
(x) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( )questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
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i want a bear hug.
i want to let it all out.
i want to be strong.
i need my dad.

can't always get what you wish for.

This is what procrastinating to do a research paper does to you:

Mark your confessions:

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.

[x] I am really ticklish.

[x] I'm afraid of the dark

[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.

[ ] I am homosexual.

[x] I believe in true love.

[ ] I've run away from home

[ ] I listen to political music

[ ] I collect comic ( Read more... )