( Read more... )

(so so true ( Read more... )

yo.. everything has been going ok in my life, up until yesterday.. but more on that later ( Read more... )

I really hope that things get better soon.. b/c I can feel myself slipping sometimes and i need to get helped up if u know what i mean.. I havent seen scott in a few days and I really miss him-- but I also want to know if he misses me too. i talked to matt, scotts roommate for a while yesterday and he helped me realize some things about scotts and ( Read more... )

I feel totally crappy.. Scott isnt coming back next semester because of some bullshit that happened on friday dealing w/ people supposedly throwing water balloons off of his balcony.. his room was searched and sht was found.. fucking sucks omg.. I really really am starting to hate the people that run this fucking university.. but yeah scott came ( Read more... )

I feel so fucking alone these days... fuck it all...

I came to an important realization yesterday while i was just sitting outside w/ jared as he smoked a cig.. anyway i realized that I dont want to be depressed about the failing of me and scotts relationship anymore.. I'm tired of always feeling emo and i have realized that i need to move on and get on w/ my life. And i cant change the way that ( Read more... )

things I have been thinking about lately in no specific order ( Read more... )

dude some crrrrrrrazy shit happened to me today that really upsets me greatly.. today was my first day back in houston after being in san marcos since super bowl sunday.. got back to spring around 8 and had a talk w/ the rents.. they are insisting that I live in houston for the summer at home and go to school here or whatnot.. and thats shitty but ( Read more... )