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[fakeangelpunk]

I really hope that things get better soon.. b/c I can feel myself slipping sometimes and i need to get helped up if u know what i mean.. I havent seen scott in a few days and I really miss him-- but I also want to know if he misses me too. i talked to matt, scotts roommate for a while yesterday and he helped me realize some things about scotts and my relationship that i had never really thought about.. and it helped me come to terms w/ a lot of things. A lot of it is seriously some stupid shit that i feel stupid for not realizing before yesterday.. and i havent had a chance to talk to scott about it.. I dont even know if I'm going to burden him w/ it tho cuz he's got a lot on his mind right now.. and i want to be there for him still while all this shit is going on.. but yeah more laterz...

Also a good quote that jared told me yesterday: "The only mistake you can make is not learning from the ones that you have already made."