rant this bitch!
things I have been thinking about lately in no specific order:
* Down with the fucking random nark... if your reading this I hope that u either fess up soon so i can punish you greatly or that u have vanished from the face of the earth... FUCK YOU!
* I need to stop w/ my obsession w/ scott.. I realized this last night- love= obsession! and since me and scott are just best friends now, i need to get over him.. We had a really long talk last night which helped me sort out a lot of things if u will.. and I
* What am I going to do w/ my life? What do i want to do? I know i want to help people and making money would be nice too but when it comes down to it i just want to help people. I need to think of a major soon.. before the end of this semester. If anyone has any ideas please let me know.. i am thinking of going into physical therapy and there's still the option of radiation therapy.. my parents think i would be good at business but i dont know.
* Why are my parents so goddamn uptight? does it really matter so much that i drink or whatever? My mom should understand this because she was a fucking hippie and she has told me stories of her partying and smoking and whatnot.. Which brings me to my next point-
* If i have to live in the dorms one more year I will go insane because i fucking hate the dorm life.. I hate community bathrooms, I despise campus food, and even tho I live so close to my classes, I would much rather have my own apt. I have never had to live on my own before and i think it would help me grow up a lot which is something that i need to do. I need to break the dependence I have on everyone and just be an individual.. Also if I lived off-campus I would probably not have as severe acid reflux as I have now and i would eat healthier.. damn it i hate the dorm life...
* One of my biggest problem in life at this point is I feel very unstable. Nothing is for certain and this stresses me..
* I am dreading the summer already.. I have a home here in san marcos and great friends here. also I dont have my parents on my case about every little thing like I know they will be in houston. Dont get me wrong I love my friends in houston, I really do. but there is not as strong as a connection that i have w/ my friends here like scott, jared, and mando..
thats about it for now... *sigh*
* Down with the fucking random nark... if your reading this I hope that u either fess up soon so i can punish you greatly or that u have vanished from the face of the earth... FUCK YOU!
* I need to stop w/ my obsession w/ scott.. I realized this last night- love= obsession! and since me and scott are just best friends now, i need to get over him.. We had a really long talk last night which helped me sort out a lot of things if u will.. and I
* What am I going to do w/ my life? What do i want to do? I know i want to help people and making money would be nice too but when it comes down to it i just want to help people. I need to think of a major soon.. before the end of this semester. If anyone has any ideas please let me know.. i am thinking of going into physical therapy and there's still the option of radiation therapy.. my parents think i would be good at business but i dont know.
* Why are my parents so goddamn uptight? does it really matter so much that i drink or whatever? My mom should understand this because she was a fucking hippie and she has told me stories of her partying and smoking and whatnot.. Which brings me to my next point-
* If i have to live in the dorms one more year I will go insane because i fucking hate the dorm life.. I hate community bathrooms, I despise campus food, and even tho I live so close to my classes, I would much rather have my own apt. I have never had to live on my own before and i think it would help me grow up a lot which is something that i need to do. I need to break the dependence I have on everyone and just be an individual.. Also if I lived off-campus I would probably not have as severe acid reflux as I have now and i would eat healthier.. damn it i hate the dorm life...
* One of my biggest problem in life at this point is I feel very unstable. Nothing is for certain and this stresses me..
* I am dreading the summer already.. I have a home here in san marcos and great friends here. also I dont have my parents on my case about every little thing like I know they will be in houston. Dont get me wrong I love my friends in houston, I really do. but there is not as strong as a connection that i have w/ my friends here like scott, jared, and mando..
thats about it for now... *sigh*