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I'm pretty much over this stuff. I feel kind of stupid. I'm going to make a new LJ soon. So I can start over with memories because this one has a lot that I don't want to keep. And I'm making it friends only because too many gay people come here just to read my entries and gay stuff ( Read more... )

I'm just going to stop being gay or something you know?

hahah anywayssss uhhh black hair and stuff.
yah. you love it.

So last night was definitely the best way to end the weekend. I love Ashliey. She really makes everything better when I'm feeling blue because she doesn't make me talk about it, she just makes me laugh and makes me forget about it which I love. We went and saw Lords of Dogtown. SO GOOD. I enjoyed it a lot. Hot boysss mmhm ( Read more... )

So this weekend went by really fast, but I sure had a great time. I realized how much I love the people around me and my life. I haven't felt like this is so long and even though I'm not doing so great right now, I know that everything will be perfect later. I just have to give it time you know? I really miss home. I really miss feeling absolutely ( Read more... )

Why do I update this thing every freaking day? It's not like I have a life to update on, but since I have barely anyone to talk to anymore, I guess it's just me talking and stuff. AHH im dumb ok ( Read more... )

tonight was actually good. my dad and i got along. and i talked to this girl who hated me for 2 hours and she is the sweetest thing. im going to hang out with ashliey tomorrow.

my neck hurts. someone massage please please please<33

lovin the BFsquared fo sho

I'm really confused about a lot of things. And the people who were there before aren't really there anymore. They feel distant. I feel distant. The world is distant. My mind is distant. And its for nothing. I miss the old days. when it was me and her. every weekend. and there was no one else. she knows who she is. now she has all the others. and im ( Read more... )

So... we're just close friends now. Which is actually a good thing because maybe later on, if its meant to be, it will be. And I'm in no position to want something I can't put the effort into. Love will come in time, and if he's meant to be it, it will happen. I was kinda sad at first, but you have to realize some things happen for a reason.

( This is actually EXTREMELY interesting and you might learn something. )

I just don't even know whats up with my life anymore.
everything is confusing.