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Why do I update this thing every freaking day? It's not like I have a life to update on, but since I have barely anyone to talk to anymore, I guess it's just me talking and stuff. AHH im dumb ok?
Anyways... summer yay or nay? I think parts of it will be a yay. Haha I want a summer fling. Just someone who will be with me during summer and then I can just forget it when school starst next year. I'm taking baby steps here. I need to take baby steps because I want to be able to make someone happy. I couldn't make chris, jordan, bryan, eric, james, brandon, tommy, or dustin happy. Haha I feel like a failure. I hooked up with them all, except James. He was different. He was better then that. I wouldn't have felt right kissing him. He was like this porcelain doll. Something if you were too rough with, you would break. And he had a lot going for him. I couldn't break that. And that's probably why. He was a porcelain doll, I was the rag doll. Weird metaphor. Anyways... I need to figure out whats going on with me, before I can fix what's going on with them I guess.
Current plans for the Summer.
Eff Summer School.
June 19th- Saosin, Acceptance, Anberlin. YES!
June 24th-July 5th(I'm hoping)- Desert life with my bestie Kaye, my bubbles Krystal, my Kelli face and all the others that I love.
Unknown dates- TEXASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS for a month. FUCK DUDE. hahaha I mean, I looove my mom and my brother. But a whole MONTH. I'm going to die. oh well, tanning?
Other then that... hopefully hanging out with Ashliey Mae, Becca Boo, Kimberly, Dear Jay, Haroonie Face, BFsquared and whoever else comes along.
I wish I didn't have to plan my summer, but that trip to Texas totally screwed me over. Anyways.... lame entry so im out♥
Anyways... summer yay or nay? I think parts of it will be a yay. Haha I want a summer fling. Just someone who will be with me during summer and then I can just forget it when school starst next year. I'm taking baby steps here. I need to take baby steps because I want to be able to make someone happy. I couldn't make chris, jordan, bryan, eric, james, brandon, tommy, or dustin happy. Haha I feel like a failure. I hooked up with them all, except James. He was different. He was better then that. I wouldn't have felt right kissing him. He was like this porcelain doll. Something if you were too rough with, you would break. And he had a lot going for him. I couldn't break that. And that's probably why. He was a porcelain doll, I was the rag doll. Weird metaphor. Anyways... I need to figure out whats going on with me, before I can fix what's going on with them I guess.
Current plans for the Summer.
Eff Summer School.
June 19th- Saosin, Acceptance, Anberlin. YES!
June 24th-July 5th(I'm hoping)- Desert life with my bestie Kaye, my bubbles Krystal, my Kelli face and all the others that I love.
Unknown dates- TEXASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS for a month. FUCK DUDE. hahaha I mean, I looove my mom and my brother. But a whole MONTH. I'm going to die. oh well, tanning?
Other then that... hopefully hanging out with Ashliey Mae, Becca Boo, Kimberly, Dear Jay, Haroonie Face, BFsquared and whoever else comes along.
I wish I didn't have to plan my summer, but that trip to Texas totally screwed me over. Anyways.... lame entry so im out♥