im back home ( Read more... )

sooooo im haed over heels crazy about this guy.

yah, it makes me smile alot.

i havent written anything in a long time; havent even been on this site in ages, but i need to write before i wither away ( Read more... )

im almost out of this city, just a few more months. new college of florida, i should be excited ( Read more... )

i should be one of the happiest people on earth right now, but something just doesnt feel right.

i've realized what im doing. it just disturbs me greatly that i can feel the way i feel. the way im so attached and believe nothing can make me let go and the next minute, i let go myself and completly forget what i was just holding on to.

its almost five in the morning ( Read more... )

will i never be fully and completely content ( Read more... )

life is good at the moment. but im scared of the weekdays. everyone eles is working and im still waiting for a phone call ( Read more... )

some of my friends are sufferign from blindness. filled with blind ambition or being caught up in blinding trances. thier recklessness concers me but at the same time i love it. life would be bland without thier complications for me to iron out.

but im all talk. i say all these things and here are my friends rushing past me. im just waiting for all ( Read more... )

so i might be the only one who acuallty had a good time last night(not in a great quantity, but enough to stir up the bored)

the key to yesterday was being drunk (drunks let inhibitions to the wind)

ya there was drama, and i might have caused some drama (hopfully not) but none of it was directly with me. im just a spectator, everyone wants my