Mar 09, 2008 19:51
im almost out of this city, just a few more months. new college of florida, i should be excited
times like these is when the strings that hold me to this city tug at me.
im leaving behind alot.
these days im sick and i lie to myself. "its time to take a brake, time to try being sober for a while"
it'll get worse, maybe i'll still be 'safe' about it
these are lonely days when i realize i shouldnt get close to anyone anymore because i'll leave them soon. these are days i wish i could have done more, tried more.
i cant help but be pessimistic about it.
instead of wanting something new, i want to take what i have and make it better