I'm so frustrated. i don't talk to kim anymore, i don't talk to chris anymore. my crazy clepto cousin might be moving in with my family... i need to get out. and i've been dating a guy name jason since a week before saint patricks day and i'm not sure what to do with him because he doesn't want to make anything official and i'm not gonna see him ( Read more... )

all i have to say is of course i'd meet the most fantastic man a month before i move to freakin hawaii.

I had sex in an off limits helicopter last night!!!!!!!! (Now picture me yelling this cuz that's how I feel right now lol)

So I'm supposed to be going out tonight with Alyssa and her cousin and her cousins friends. His friends just graduated the police academy and I should be excited to go out but for some reason I just have no desire to go meet anyone new. I think I almost want to be alone (minus the no cudding part.. I miss cuddling). Or maybe it's just that I ( Read more... )

Today marks the one month count down to my big move. I'm excited. I think now it's really sinking in haha. I really wish I could see Chris before I leave but thats not going to happen. I'm sure he doesn't feel that way anyways. It's weird because we've been talking lately and even though its about nothing important I just can't wait to hear ( Read more... )

Hmmm things are very different in my life. I'm moving to Hawaii in one month and one day... Weird huh? I can't wait. I only wish I could see Chris before I left but oh wait... He moved to Washington state without even telling me! Asshole! Lol. That's ok cuz I told him he's moving to hawaii soon after I get there haha. If things don't work out well ( Read more... )

 The song that I have below is one of my favorite bands (i dont even know if they're around anymore) and its such a good song.  however it has nothing to do with my breakup.  believe it or not i actually feel pretty good right now.  so here are the lyrics and i'll write more after it.

GREENWHEEL LYRICS

"Breathe"

I played a fool today
And I Can see ( Read more... )

oh men ( Read more... )

...I hate men and i hate women...

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