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The song that I have below is one of my favorite bands (i dont even know if they're around anymore) and its such a good song. however it has nothing to do with my breakup. believe it or not i actually feel pretty good right now. so here are the lyrics and i'll write more after it.
GREENWHEEL LYRICS
"Breathe"
I played a fool today
And I Can see us vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask for you
To offer the world through your eyes
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
My window through which
Nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
ok so i lied i don't feel like writing the story of what happened... long story short, he wants to date other ppl and tried to say that it would be easier for ME to date ppl in ri rather than him in ct when in all actuality its hard for me either way b/c i'm in oneco, ct and johnston, ri so what the hell is the difference if i date here there or wherever?! there isn't. so he said something along the lines of how do i know if you're the one if i don't date other ppl so i said thats too damn bad b/c you've had plenty of chances in the past 3 years to figure that out. pathetic. he won't get the satisfaction of me taking him back another time. i've had enough of screw ups. i deserve someone who knows how to call me and be wonderful. i don't think thats too difficult. i'm not high maintanance. i don't ask to be taken out constantly... i dont want gifts... i want hugs and cuddling so i dont think thats hard. but hey if it is will someone let me know?! anyways i actually feel pretty good. he hasn't called me even though the day after we broke up he said he was going to but thats no surprise there. I'm so much less stressed out. i dont worry about if he's gonna call me or if someone hits on me if i should feel bad. whatev. :-) anyways drop a line please i need some input! Bye loves!