ありガとうみなさん

[faded_poetry]

First off, thank you everyone who replied to my previous post. It means a great deal to me... this, encouragement. Initially, i wasn't sure if i want to write about it at all. Because its a very confusing position for me... and I wasn't sure if I wanted to let my thoughts out in the open. But i would surely go nuts if I didn't and thank you for

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[kairi_yume]

You know you're doing what you can and that it's ultimately up to your friend to pick himself up and not act rashly. Don't burn yourself out too much *hugs*

A good friend I'm no longer in contact with due to some unrelated argument, has had similar depression and self-pity moments. I hope right now, even without me, she hasn't done anything foolish.

On a better note, I'm glad that the first day of internship went well :)

[red_castles]

It's good to hear that your not going to let him and his problems rule your life and have you loose sleep because of it, as harsh as that sounds. Hopefully, he'll come to a place where he feels optimistic about life and doesn't want to end it so soon. Also, I want to apologize for not commenting on your last entry. (You're not the only one though!) I was planning on catching up on missed posts today and yours was one of them. orz

Congrats on your first internship! :) I'm glad you enjoyed it. It sounds so fun/challenging/(a bit strenuous... XD) all at the same time.

"I need to feel fulfilled, I'm fueled by my dreams; I'm kept alive by them. i need to fucking run through the town and paint it red."

I love this kind of attitude. :D You go, girl!

[saniza]

i went back to your last entry to understand what's going on. i feel sorry for what you've been through, and what he has made you through.

its up to the individual. some do listen and let people reaching out to them, while some just let themselves drown further in the pit. if he has set his mind on it, nothing much you can do. save him today, he'll do it another day. a cry for help, or a desire to go, you'll never know until he speaks up. if he's willing to. don't beat up yourself. takes time to knock some sense on this people and its up to him to help himself.

im so happy you stay strong for yourself. and congrats on your internship! yay *throws confetti on you* you deserve it girl! oh btw, i'll go to Japan for a conference next week, and transit through Singapore! though its only few hours in Singapore, im thrilled <3

[killingsound]

I'm still hoping that he's okay, that he's alive. It's a hard position that you're in, but you're taking it in stride, it seems.

I'm really jealous of your internship! But at the same time, I've very excited for you. It's amazing that you're totally on the career path already. You know what you want and then you go out and get it. Meanwhile, I'm just wobbling along over here~

[black_daffodils]

亲爱的，请记得睡觉。（笑）

hey hey, please TC wors!