Well, I haven't really posted a proper entry here since, forever. 
HAPPY 2012 everyone. :) Much love, blessings and strength.

I will attempt to have a quick recap of everything since my previous post (before the L'arc newspaper clipping one). 
There were a couple of times in November that I had wrote in draft (un-posted) and eventually deleted. I did ( Read more... )

I want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want to be free i want ( Read more... )

First off, thank you everyone who replied to my previous post. It means a great deal to me... this, encouragement. Initially, i wasn't sure if i want to write about it at all. Because its a very confusing position for me... and I wasn't sure if I wanted to let my thoughts out in the open. But i would surely go nuts if I didn't and thank you for ( Read more... )

It doesn't pay; nothing does.
Sometimes Life just feels like a craptastic rollacoaster bitchride. Yes, very long phrase indeed, but that's how it feels. It feels so good to be in control; it feels so good to be the stoic, cynical, sure one. Damn, it feels so good it hurts. It tires me out and it keeps me going; its like i'm addicted to my own ( Read more... )

sometimes it gets tired just to wake in the morning, to know you have to go to school, to know you have to go shower, to know you have to change into something else, to know you have to get out of bed and go face the world ( Read more... )