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First off, thank you everyone who replied to my previous post. It means a great deal to me... this, encouragement. Initially, i wasn't sure if i want to write about it at all. Because its a very confusing position for me... and I wasn't sure if I wanted to let my thoughts out in the open. But i would surely go nuts if I didn't and thank you for ( Read more... )

i'm up for a smoke.

i didn't sleep much the whole night at all, i kept dreaming. one dream after another.
the first one unnerved me a bit, i remember not being able to open my eyes, even almost "literally" pealing them open; in the dream of course.
when i woke up, my left eye felt sore. O_O

then i slept again...
i had more dreams.
and then a good japan- ( Read more... )

what are the cost of dreams?

what will it take to fulfill them?
how much to offer?

do you have what it takes to be selfish for just once?

will you sell your soul to hold them in the palm of your hands?

haha.
at this point, i wish i had the damn guts to moonlight.

>___________________<" stupid disgusting scary nightmare!

of all things, why do i dream about scary angry female spirits with hollow faces and ugly teeth hovering above me when i'm sleeping, and scary dark figures is my kitchen. oh yeah, and i had a dog in the dream, and that mutt wouldn't stop barking at random spots in the house. 
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i had dreams about this guy twice today. same guy different dreams. extremely vivid dreams.

a young man/boy with dark hair and dark eyes of quite a tall stature. he's with me in all the dreams, the first one was in a school of sorts, the 2nd in my home and then somewhere else.
in the 2nd dream, though at first hesitant, he picks up a guitar to play ( Read more... )