fuck

so i had this dream last night night, and he was on top f me and kissed me sooo softly and was like im so glad you're single. and than was like oh yeah, and brought up the ridiculousness of everything that happen and explained himself, and listened to me explain why i did everything i did ( Read more... )

my bosses wife got me hooked to blueberry tea from starbucks ( Read more... )

so.
its official, i got my plane tickets last night.
august 10th im leaving for california. EEP!

im so scared, but in a good way i think.

miss the way you sing low ( Read more... )

ps:: james is a bitch!

ha,
part of me wants to say this feeling surpasses anything i've felt before.
its really fucking scary, but in a good way.

september...or march haha
stoked on going to cali...and everything else.
im so....happy.

OH COME ON!

this has to work, i dont care.
really now, fucking james, fucking cant fucking drive.

that van better get fixed, or he better just get on a bus...damnit.

i just wanna see youuuuuuu.

--bitty!

woke up
plus 44 was playing and i was like sweet a decent song to wake up to right.

wrong.
fucking worst anxiety this morning while hearing that song.
todya is awful/

i cant even comprehend life right now ( Read more... )