why is this so hard for me
i have to prove them wrong
i have to prove them all wrong
this isnt enough
im not enough
dont judge me and dont look at me
dont love me
dont touch me
dont talk to me
dont
say
anything

I have no one to adress this problem to being as it applys to everyone of my friends

i feel lonely

im fucking falling apart ( Read more... )

my bus didnt come
so now im waiting for mi papi to come home from work and drive me to school

Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery
None but ourselves can free our minds

i was sitting on the couch
and i realized..

my brother doesnt like me anymore
he doesnt want to be my brother anymore

and then i wanted to hit myself when it came to me that not everything has to do with me
by brother has fucked up shit to deal with and is very overstressed
i gotta get over myself

its ok to relax ( Read more... )

im so strange

so very strange

MUSIC MAKE YOU LOSE CONTROL!

i got a job at the honeyed baked ham in raynham

its starts the first weeek of nov.

hooooooray!

i should be dead and i wish i was

i just made my mom take me grocery shopping ( Read more... )