i'm really, really tired.

of lots of things--of everything.
I. AM. TIRED.

I don't get nearly enough sleep--I recognize this.  On nights when I have a deadline, I either stay up really late or don't sleep at all.  On nights when I don't have a deadline, I stay up late b/c that's been my habit for the past 4 years.  I've got like 1 1/2 more years ( ( Read more... )

they feel like the same thing to me.. It's an intangible stalker coming to get me, and it just sets me in a panic frenzy.

SO.  I went to bed around 5 a.m. working on those C++ programs, woke up at 11 something, and worked on them until the deadline. I still didn't get 1 or 2 right, but I might get partial credit.  And I know I got 3-6 right.  It'll ( Read more... )

I really had lofty visions of me spending all night doing programming... as in like 5-midnight. Now I'm literally spending all night. I was supposed to babysit Mykaela from like 6-9ish and then come home and finish whatever I didn't get done at Kendra's... like I'd have nothing better to do, so I'd get it all done... cloistering myself away, ( Read more... )

Ron or Krista left a pamphlet on the counter the other day: The Addicted Brain.

I thought it was a subtle  way to tell me something...

My caffeine/sugar/pop thing is becoming an issue.  My dentist wants to kill me.  My body feels messed up lately and laggish.  But if I don't get caffeine, it feels even more messed up and laggish... I don't like this ( Read more... )

i'll have to drop this c++ assignment... there were 2 i already wanted to drop... wow... i see it spiraling out of control.  and i still have to take a 200 and 300 level of this programming language ( Read more... )

That's my major plan I came up with: call the Computer Science secretary and schedule an appointment by PHONE!  That way, she doesn't have to see me in person and recognize me! Tada!!

I called her on the office phone, and when I told her the name to schedule... she paused.  I swear to goodness, there was a hostile pause.  And I'm pretty sure that ( Read more... )

Nate and his parents are getting their taxes done in town... so I'm just sitting here (cold) and keeping the dog company.  Actually, my music scared the dog off I think.  She came when I started singing Dashboard... then left... I'm obviously not good enough for the dog...

Kacey's in the dog-training now.  But she's getting over trained with 60 reps ( Read more... )

It really wasn't the best vacation I've ever had... I stayed home, worked 40 (more like 35 b/c I'm habitually late..) hours on campus, HAD TO GET UP EARLY EVERY MORNING, and I didn't even get to see Nathan as much as I wanted...

The best part about break would have to have been not turning in that tidal wave of homework that comes every Wednesday/ ( Read more... )

I found my short videos I took of our rooms and flight from my Cancun trip. I think I might put them together in one biggish video instead of 5 midget ones. And basically every third picture I took has my Mykaela standing in it. lol She's adorable--when she wants to be ( Read more... )

omg.  This guy I work with has a friend who's wife just told him she wanted a divorce over the weekend.  His other friend came forward and said, "yeah, she's been cheating on you all this time with the guy she works with..."  So guess how the dumped husband looked up the wife-stealer?  MYSPACE! lol He was in the wife's #1 or #2 Top Friends spot!

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