i gave up.
i'll have to drop this c++ assignment... there were 2 i already wanted to drop... wow... i see it spiraling out of control. and i still have to take a 200 and 300 level of this programming language... *&^%$#@!
arg.
i didn't even turn in anything. nathan wasn't in the office today, annette left early, jermaine didn't work today. everything conspired against me and i didn't get to work on my programs like at all in the office. i had to track down a lost next-day package on the dock (in a mountain of boxes) for school of management, had to sort out the next-days in that mountain, write them up, mark down the rooms for the other packages, load them on the cart for short-term with greg, meet with my adviser for like 1/2 an hour (yes, the world did NOT end) and by the time I sat down to work on the programs, i only had 2 hours left and i really didn't know what i was doing. like how to store the non-numerical variables. *sigh*
i feel so pathetic. and i'm not gonna graduate until after winter semester, 2009. TWO THOUSAND NINE!! 2 more frickin years.... And my outstanding student loans so far? $10,000!! I have one more full year, then two more half-load semesters--one with 3 classes, one with 2. All because of bottle-neck pre-requirements, and the classes that are only offered certain semesters...
only silver lining: i actually get money back from income taxes this year! $250 or something like that.... i usually owe b/c Kroger always screwed me. la, di, da.
my prof/adviser said to go into IT and database management for colleges or hospitals. especially hospitals b/c they pay well, have good benefits, and need a lot of help. so yeah. i could see myself doing that. just got to get through 2 more years...
...kan
arg.
i didn't even turn in anything. nathan wasn't in the office today, annette left early, jermaine didn't work today. everything conspired against me and i didn't get to work on my programs like at all in the office. i had to track down a lost next-day package on the dock (in a mountain of boxes) for school of management, had to sort out the next-days in that mountain, write them up, mark down the rooms for the other packages, load them on the cart for short-term with greg, meet with my adviser for like 1/2 an hour (yes, the world did NOT end) and by the time I sat down to work on the programs, i only had 2 hours left and i really didn't know what i was doing. like how to store the non-numerical variables. *sigh*
i feel so pathetic. and i'm not gonna graduate until after winter semester, 2009. TWO THOUSAND NINE!! 2 more frickin years.... And my outstanding student loans so far? $10,000!! I have one more full year, then two more half-load semesters--one with 3 classes, one with 2. All because of bottle-neck pre-requirements, and the classes that are only offered certain semesters...
only silver lining: i actually get money back from income taxes this year! $250 or something like that.... i usually owe b/c Kroger always screwed me. la, di, da.
my prof/adviser said to go into IT and database management for colleges or hospitals. especially hospitals b/c they pay well, have good benefits, and need a lot of help. so yeah. i could see myself doing that. just got to get through 2 more years...
...kan