My life seems to be falling back into place. Slowly but surely. I am begining to feel happiness again. I hope you all have a good evening.

Lots of things on my mind ( Read more... )

Today in poetry my teacher told me my poem was good. There was no critism at all! here it is. Tell me what you think ( Read more... )

I deleted the last thing I wrote. I was wrong. I am an idiot.

I am happy, but feel very alone tonight. I just want to be home in St. Louis, laying in Emily's bed.

What had begun to be a terrible weekend, ended up being completely amazing. I have hope again. I don't have to go to bed sad anymore.

I am not looking for pity. Just love. All I am told is what I do wrong. But there is nothing right. Obvisously it's more than just me. If it were up to me everything would be perfect, so how am I doing anything wrong. I am so flustered I can't even type. Thank you.

I am pathetic. My life is terrible without emily. All I did tonight was think about her. I just needed a friend. Luckily Melissa could comfort me. I don't need to cry all the time and just think about her constantly. It is unhealthy. It is also a huge part of my life, and nothing feels right being alone. It is scary to be in st. louis and ( Read more... )

I have noticed something about art in the last few days. Art for the last couple decades is dead as we know it. Especailly recently, I have noticed that art of our generation (O). We have filled our head with hipster bullshit, that has little to no significance. Art has become very cliche'. Realize that the art that has held up through history ( Read more... )

So I tell myself I am over her ( Read more... )