so sad
I am pathetic. My life is terrible without emily. All I did tonight was think about her. I just needed a friend. Luckily Melissa could comfort me. I don't need to cry all the time and just think about her constantly. It is unhealthy. It is also a huge part of my life, and nothing feels right being alone. It is scary to be in st. louis and not see her, be able to hold her, and not be able to be with her. I wish everything could be perfect like it was just a few weeks ago. I just cant let it go, even though I should. I am pretty much just pathetic.