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the thoughts you have while waiting
My eyes are dry, it's hard to keep them open. I'm glad the sun is out and pouring through the windows of the library I'm at. I'm waiting for her to pick me back up for awhile...and really hoping against hope that I won't have to take the bus back home later on. I feel hurt...lonely...and confused. Hurt because I've been tired, therefore look ( Read more... ) -
...whatever it takes...
I tire of being ridiculed, of feeling ridiculed, and feeling less than because of something I said or may have done after I've had a few too many drinks. I'm nervous to walk the two blocks down my street to go to a 12 step meeting...but I will. I have before, I said I would again, and I will - tonight, put one foot in front of the other and get ( Read more... ) -
the catnaps of creativity
Somehwere along the line I feel like this creativity of mine decided to find a cozy spot to light upon, circle a few times and lie down on, simultaneously closing eyelids
and almost immediately beginning to snore. I prod sometimes, it lifts its heavy tired head and yawns, sometimes gets up to arch its back while stretching its legs. Sometimes ( Read more... ) -
A Year in (rom)ance
Blurred lines ( Read more... ) -
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I would feel better about this if it didn't seem altogether difficult most of the time. -
'kinda i want to'
I don't wanna do something stupid ( Read more... ) -
Temperatures
Brown leather beneath my bottom the sunlight shines ricocheting off the arms of the chair. Missing you. I think of you always- your strength, how you've changed me. I think also of the ways you've helped me to change. I braved an equally cold day yesterday walking from bus stop to destination to bus stop. Thd wind edged a cold shave against my ( Read more... ) -
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i slide easily i slide so easily
i can taste...
your cum like sweet like
C 14 aftertaste and promethadream
wet and warm and that would have segued er....whatever..... -
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in love again ( Read more... )